Arnaud

I met you on Sep 16th 2015 accidentally.
I am glad I asked Alex about the party at Calle because he asked me to come to your predrinking, where I met you.

You are such a cute boy...

I like your smile. I like your dimple. I like your beard. I like everything about you, even your fcking thin body and your funny English pronounciation. French guys must have easy lives ^^

I like you even when I have seen you getting high, acting like a totally dumb shit. You are still cute anyway (how can that be possible?)

You make me laugh and smile a lot whenever I'm with you. You are like a weed for me and I happen to like smoking weed!

the perks of being a wallflower

thu anh suggested me watch this movie in the afternoon today while we were having coffee and i watched it

from the very first minutes, i felt very familiar and i found out that i had watched it before, fully

i have no idea why i think i havent watched this incredible movie before, when in fact i have, seriously

and after watching it, i have so many feelings and emotions, right now, i am feeling so many things at once. and i just want to write something down

at this point, i suddenly see life in a better way, a more positive way

and i wonder, will i feel infinite when i come to finland? there will be beach, i can go for a walk along the seaside whenever i want, there will be white sand and blue sea, will there?

i cried a bit while watching the movie, when........ hey i dont remember the main actor's name.... thats weird. so yeah when he started to feel bad again after sam and patrick'd left, i shed a few tears. i dont know why, but tears just came out and i felt lucky

i felt lucky because i dont have any traumatic memories that i shouldnt remember, i just live

i am a cursory person. i barely have strong feelings towards anything. i dont have a profound memory or something to tattoo on my body. sometimes i feel nothing at all. but once in awhile, i feel everything at once, although it doesnt tend to last long

and i must admit, i am now feeling a lot of emotions, but i dont know how to express even one of them.